~~~ Cinderalla ' s ~~~
Sunday, October 07, 2007
2:54 AM
less smile for me
less care for you
i am a cold-blooded animal
staring at the air
in a cold-blooded version;
sick of doing all these
praying for a disappearance
and
coming back
with an amazing outlook;
more and more people getting to know it
but less and less people understand it
so
let it hibernating
for just a century
we
wait ,
and
see.
i say it,
i mean it.
i hate explaining "i mean it" even when i apologizing.
if you got a chance to read here, just wish you could understand.
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i told you that you are good
because i believe that you are not bad
you eyes tell
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and what's my weaknesses??
1. im scared of being shouted at,
it freaks me out
and makes me tear
2. you think im joking
when i seriously mean something
it brings up my hatred
once the gap is formed in between,
its hard to close it again
you say being harsh is good?
sorry not for me.
if i got my reason
if you don't understand
too bad then,
cold-war begins
until the next ice age.
sorry
but i'v already told you.
you think you are mature??
you think you are being considerate??
oh please, if you are,
i won't be here nagging at you already.
when i saw the msg,
it shaked my heart,
and bring me a surge of
jumping down from the train.
because
you
do NOT understand.
you will NEVER understand.
P.S i refuse to listen, asking for help, answering your questions
i will do my part.
so leave me alone.
for goodness sick.
am i happy?
no im not,
im just trying to be......
the used-to-be-me :(
if you read this, then
i wanna
thank you :)Labels: Cold-Blooded
[ this is how it all started* ]